Thursday, December 22, 2005 Me got my candy cane!!!XD The snails still refuse to come out:( Christmas coming soon...but the feeling's just not there. maybe i've just become numb to all these annual stuff. After living for 14+ years, a year just doesn't seem as long as it used to seem when i was much, much younger. hah. i sound old:) or i just haven't been exposed to enough festivity to get into the christmas-y mood yet.:( no difference, no importance. it's just another day in my pathetic shadow of a existence. sighs. the lights seem to have become dimmer. why is it suddenly so dark? is it just the deepening night or is it because i have just turned to look towards the dark side of life? how optimistic of me.:D sighs. even if nobody cares, i've still got my candy cane. and thats good enough for me(((: what am i supposed to do? jump in joy, shout yay and pretend to be happy because i'm not? sad to say, but yes. thats what i did. haha. too bad you can't see past the thick glass wall. cos there's a beautiful world inside... which i do not think you deserve to experience. neither will you be able to understand and appreciate it's subtle beauty.
Friday, December 16, 2005 Today's course was fun. And i got something i've been wanting for a long time. but you win some, you lose some. so... ??? missed out somebody but can't tell it's who? that person must be me. btw, i think i'm a very superficial person.
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 The promise of the world Beyond these tears, my flickering smile holds the promise of love from the beginning of time. Even though i'm alone now, this day is born aglow. With the light of our yesterdays, like the first time we spoke. Somehow i lost you, among all my memories. You brush past my face, softly as the breeze. :) i dare you to rub salt on my wounds. who knows? one day, i might just do the same to you. its hard trying to push away real emotions. its the truth and there's no way you can deny it. forget it, i will never fit in. but thanks anyway for not making it so noticeable. i am forever just part of the background. and i always will be. i pale to nothingness beside you. i become part of the shadows when you stand beside me. i cease to exist the moment you appear. from this moment until the next time we meet, i do not exist.
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Monday, December 05, 2005 "It is something that all who walk here must face themselves. For everyone, and everthing, there is a time to die. Some do not know it, or would delay it, but its truth cannot be denied. Not when you look into the stars of the Ninth Gate." -The Disreputable Dog, page 309, Abhorsen The truth is indeed indeniable. [Celia, if you're reading this...;)] Why? because it is the truth! But as we all know, the truth is not always what we want to hear And once it does not sound right to you, you will start denying it. on the other hand... You cannot deny the truth but you can conceal it. there are many ways to do so. or you can hide from it altogether.;) |
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