Tuesday, April 20, 2010 when we started it was all right ....i miss them so much. such a cliche, but i don't know any other way to express how i feel. there had been a period of stagnation. Frustration, loss of interest. Grew bored and could not find the reason to go on. But it's back. All of it, now. Just one glimpse. Not even of them, but the glimpse of the prospect of seeing them...... a wisp of the hype brushing against me. And, when the moment came, I knew that it was still there. It has been there all along. I had been to negligent, too distracted. The flood of emotion, all kinds of it, and memories of having felt such emotion for them.......... I could have drowned. Long, solitary walk in dim, orange street light. Unearthly morning wind in my face, Mud-caked shoes. Sleepless traffic, memories, both recent and aged, pushing fear and exhaustion from my mind. |
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