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Thursday, December 22, 2005
Me got my candy cane!!!XD
The snails still refuse to come out:(
Christmas coming soon...but the feeling's just not there.
maybe i've just become numb to all these annual stuff.
After living for 14+ years, a year just doesn't seem as long as it used to seem when i was much, much younger.
hah. i sound old:)
or i just haven't been exposed to enough festivity to get into the christmas-y mood yet.:(
no difference, no importance. it's just another day in my pathetic shadow of a existence.
sighs. the lights seem to have become dimmer. why is it suddenly so dark?
is it just the deepening night or is it because i have just turned to look towards the dark side of life?
how optimistic of me.:D
sighs. even if nobody cares, i've still got my candy cane.
and thats good enough for me(((:
what am i supposed to do? jump in joy, shout yay and pretend to be happy because i'm not?
sad to say, but yes. thats what i did.
haha. too bad you can't see past the thick glass wall.
cos there's a beautiful world inside... which i do not think you deserve to experience.
neither will you be able to understand and appreciate it's subtle beauty.
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